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12:48 Jan 29 2010
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Woke up this morning and felt a LOT better.



My throat is still a little sore, but I can swallow without issues. My fever is gone completely and I generally feel less crappy.





I also slept for like...14 hours lol



But I was able to jump right out of the bed and rush to the bathroom without being all icky feeling.



I am gonna try to play around in photoshop later and work on my profile. ^^

12:36 Jan 28 2010
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I normally can keep a great friendship with my ex boyfriends, but every time I see something that Will posts I just want to gag and make snide comments.



Ugh.



In other news. I'm sick.

Again.



What the hell is wrong with me?



I have a low grade fever, my throat is swollen, sinuses want to implode, body aches, and my head is killing me.



I've also felt pretty excluded from my friends in real life. It happens, just saddens me. I think part of it is the fact someone who is a mutual friend to a LOT of my friends kept hitting on me and I asked him to please stop. It was creepy...and no one has wanted to talk or hang since then. lol



My real life situation has improved a lot recently. I have a stable place to stay, food to eat, and they are helping me get some help that I need. I should have some income soon and that makes me happy.



Sean is coming down to Florida for Metrocon. It is far enough away for him to save up and get time off work. I'm so excited for this.



I'm kinda scared for next week. I'm checking myself into a mental health facility in hopes of getting some help for my anxiety. If anything, it will be a 3 day visit and they will tell me I'm still crazy and can't be put on meds for it. lol



My family has pretty much cut off all contact with me. My mother hasn't spoken to me since New Years. Nothing from her anywhere. I figured this is what would happen. She has no obligation except to forward my main to me (which she refuses to do). I'll deal with that eventually. Maybe.



I am pretty sure this is a good thing for me. It isn't healthy for me to be talking to them anyways. They are batshit crazy and refuse to admit it. If I want to get better myself...I need to cut out the crazy bipolar mother and stalker step dad. Not to mention the egotistical brother. It should help.



Speaking of families. I emailed my real father back on my birthday....still no word.



Bleh. I am pretty much flying solo as far as the family front is concerned. It isn't -too- bad. It could be worse.



I guess that is it...longer entry then I expected

03:21 Jan 25 2010
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:(

15:32 Jan 21 2010
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So apparently the theme park that I used to live near...is becoming Legoland.



I'm going to miss Cypress Gardens. Hell...my mom used to work there as the head of all food production. x_x



But....Legoland?



o.o

06:20 Jan 19 2010
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I would kill to have a boyfriend that enjoys skullfucking idiots with a chainsaw as much as I do.



♥



Too bad...they are always so damn far away. :(

02:17 Jan 16 2010
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Helped a friend move in today. Kinda.



I haven't slept yet so I didn't do much except house sit.



I'll go help them more tomorrow.



I enjoyed seeing Raz today. Was nice. :)

01:35 Jan 12 2010
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I guess this shows true love?



I mentioned I might want to cut my hair.

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Cassie {Spitfire} says:

**shaves my head*

Sean says:

**still thinks you are sexy*

Cassie {Spitfire} says:

*is there anything i could do physically to make you think i'm not sexy?

Sean says:

*doubt it

Cassie {Spitfire} says:

**gets a sex change*

Sean says:

*haha

Cassie {Spitfire} says:

*i don't think you would find me sexy if i was a man!

**wins*

Sean says:

*naw you'd totally turn me gay

Cassie {Spitfire} says:

*wow

09:17 Jan 09 2010
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It is snowing outside.



This isn't global warming. It is global cooling.



>.>

09:34 Jan 02 2010
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